Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 9:47 AM
prolly gonna fail chem prac
AGAIN
like wtf
i studied FREAKING FREAKING HARD and gave up some treat to fish&co just to FAIL?
pls.
heart shatter into little pieces
and after like trying to prevent anything from breaking for 3/4 of the time.
i broke that damn cylinder when i was shaking my stupid limewater so white ppt will appear.
who ask that cyllinder to be so tall.
and worst is that lime water experiment didnt work and instead it got sucked back so after dont know how many thousand attempts of transfering solutions to the right testtube i still ended up with black ppt in limewater.
like WTF.
and i did that limewater thing for dont know how many thousand times thus not enough solid S
and glenn HAD to turn around and laugh at me and say''see i told you'' when i broke that freaking thing
at least i'm better than the person in frony of me. who broke TWO measuring cylinders
and that bloody thiosulphate.
before i went in i was reading about it forcing myself to understand
in the end i didnt record what i observe.
like wtf.
i might as well not go for practical.
and omg.
toward the end of the paper
my paper was burning
and now theres a whole(small one) on my paper.
imagine it on my o's paper
can go and die type.
and every page of my paper has that black mark on the same area.
fucking funny.
and left part three NEAR blank.
my answer=no answer.
another sad case of failed prac for exam
funny thing is how i can write down practically everything for normal work.
how stupid is that.
its irritating when channel u keep showing the advertisement on goong
like trying to emphasis how great they are to show us such a great show and how they're the only source of singaporeans watching that awesome show.
like hello? never heard of youtube? i watched finish the whole thing even before you bought or even heard of that show la.
and i watched it twice.
singapore is just so slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
like that damn clubbox
i desperately want to go into a jc for first three months.
any will do.
pjc or whatever. worst come to worst innova
i dont mind going all the way to woodland just to get my ass on a seat in that school.
MOTIVATION>
i need motivation
which all seems like it evaporated into the air while i was doing that damn practical.
at least i can study by motivating myself.
not like those losers who need to go to adam khoo just simply cos they cannot motivate themself
might as well just give me the money and i teach you how to motivate yourself.
like so simple la: put one SUPER nice result slip(straight As type) and one of your results slip in front of you when you study.
confirm can motivate yourself one.
dont ever look down on what pride can do.
some many things to download but so little time